“張孺，張孺！”

　　我聽(tīng)到有人在叫我。

　　那嗓音，好熟悉。好像在哪兒聽(tīng)過(guò)，但是，這樣急切的語(yǔ)氣，我還是第一次聽(tīng)見(jiàn)。

　　會(huì)是誰(shuí)呢？

　　是你嗎，邱晟？

　　我忙著睜開(kāi)眼尋找聲音的來(lái)源，卻發(fā)(fā)現(xiàn)(xiàn)我自己在一間小屋里。

　　我透過(guò)窗戶看到了外面的世界，天黑了。

　　漫天的繁星，清脆的蟬鳴，晚風(fēng)(fēng)輕輕吹過(guò)，青草的香氣飄向我。

　　邱晟，你此時(shí)，是否能與我同在在一片天下共賞繁星呢？

　　我輕嘆一聲，關(guān)(guān)上了這房間里唯一一扇窗戶。

　　我回頭看到了墻上掛著的電子鐘，上面顯示著：18：00.a.m.

　　上午18點(diǎn)(diǎn)？怎么會(huì)？

　　我的第一反應(yīng)(yīng)竟然是我還在夢(mèng)里，而不是這電子鐘出問(wèn)題了。

　　。

　　然而，人的第一反應(yīng)(yīng)有時(shí)會(huì)準(zhǔn)(zhǔn)得可怕，比如現(xiàn)(xiàn)在。

　　。

　　我剛準(zhǔn)(zhǔn)備想辦法逃離這個(gè)夢(mèng)境就看到了他。

　　此時(shí)的他不同于以往的面無(wú)血色，而是完好無(wú)損地站在我面前，臉上甚至帶著笑。

　　。

　　我愣住了。

　　那一刻，我懂了。

　　原來(lái)我活著的意義原本就是為了替他看盡世間繁華，如今能再見(jiàn)到他，是我三生有幸。無(wú)論如何我也應(yīng)(yīng)該留下來(lái)，即使我知道這僅僅只是黃粱一夢(mèng)。

　　我看見(jiàn)他的眼里能夠閃出星星，就如同古老城堡里的油畫(huà)，優(yōu)(yōu)雅而又靜謐。

　　。

　　那一刻，我也懂了。

　　原來(lái)我追求的一直都是他邱晟，我是為了他而活。如果只有在夢(mèng)里才能看得到他，那無(wú)所謂，我可以一直在夢(mèng)中，永遠(yuǎn)(yuǎn)不醒來(lái)。

　　我緊緊的摟住了他。我感受到了他的呼吸，淡淡的。

　　剎那間，我便淚流滿面。交錯(cuò)的淚痕在我臉上逐漸干涸，感受到他輕輕地推開(kāi)我，繼而將我輕輕放在床上（以下為不過(guò)審片段，自行腦補(bǔ)(bǔ)bushi，別打我！～手動(dòng)滑稽～）

　　 He saw the ferocious tear marks on my face， and he gently kisses it and stops it. I answered him bravely， my lips intertwined.I think， I am afraid， shy， but he seems to know what I think in my heart， slowly kiss me， all the way down.My hand was hooked on his beautiful neck to match his movements. His hand gently touched my back and slowly moved down to my hip. I straightened up sensitively and gasped.Feeling the hand that stroked him suddenly left me， I looked up at him， puzzled.He suddenly pushed me away gently， pulling out a silver thread as his lips and tongues parted.My face is slightly hot， I think， my mouth should also have some traces of obscenity I can't even believe that the man under Qiu Sheng is myself.I bowed my head in shame， but he would pinch my chin and force me to look at him.“Don't you Ah...“ I struggled to say no to him.He lived， and my hand reached into his lower body.“Do you feel it? It needs you now.“His voice had never been hoarse， he seemed to be covered with steaming fog， unpredictable， but also can not refuse.“Well...“ I kissed him again.Then， he deepened the kiss with lust.He gently kisses every inch of my skin， devout and gentle， and even the moment of breaking open， he whispers my name.At that moment， I felt as if I had fallen into a boat in the ocean， sinking and floating with waves.In another depth， waves of pleasure swept in， as if to surround the whole leaf boat. The unprecedented pleasure and pain came together. I just felt that the people in front of me gradually became a little different. The inexplicable panic made me unconsciously call Qiu Sheng's name.Tears dim， confused.Unable to extricate themselves， there is no substitute.I suddenly realized that it was a dream that was not real at all.But I did what I wanted to do most in this unreal dream.And it's real.Now I can only pray that this dream can grow longer， longer， and better never wake up， never.But the more and more blurred images in front of him reminded him that all these were false.“Can't stay， can it?“（這只是為了告訴你們我這一段是寫(xiě)了的（劃死）后面會(huì)放鏈接的，還是看中文的吧…）

　　“留不住，是嗎？”

　　我不敢睜眼，害怕睜眼看見(jiàn)的是醫(yī)(yī)院的天花板而不是我愛(ài)的人。

　　欲哭無(wú)淚。

　　我知道時(shí)鐘上的時(shí)間與外界環(huán)(huán)境發(fā)(fā)生矛盾，我也明白我在夢(mèng)中，可是夢(mèng)中的我，勇敢，幸福，我真的舍不得醒來(lái)，真的。

　　我知道矛盾是脫離夢(mèng)境的唯一途徑，但，如果可以的話，我希望自己永遠(yuǎn)(yuǎn)不要醒來(lái)。

　　因?yàn)?，夢(mèng)里有他。